i feel like i am only existing. i want to be living. i just constantly feel like i’m missing out on everything someone my age should be experiencing. having a tight group of friends, real love, endless nights. there’s plenty more. i feel like something’s holding me down and i’m wasting my life away and before you know it it’ll all be gone.
“ i don’t want to write this fanfic i want to fucking read it ”-- a novel not written by me (via kingxxxwizard)
i love it when i’m smiling at my phone and people think i have a boyfriend or something when in reality i’m looking at gay fanart